Why
Why did you give into the voices in your head?
Why did you leave when it was your responsibility to stay instead?
Why did you make me feel like I was the problem and not a solution?
Why did you hurt me to ease your bruises?
Why did you blame me for the mistakes only could have made?
Why pretend your intentions were true?
These are questions we ask without getting answers
Always the runaround and excuses
You cannot expect honesty from someone that lies to themselves
Only treat people the way they want or deserve
You will go crazy treating them how you want to be treated
Some say it is wise and the golden rule
That is far from the truth
People are always capable of bringing disappointment
It is only right to put yourself first
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It kills me
It kills me
To not be able to make you smile
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It kills me
To see someone else make you laugh out loud
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It kills me
To learn to forgive and not be able to forget
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It kills me
To know it doesn't get easier than this
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I have no choice than to die a death with regrets
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You were never satisfied when I gave you my best
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I cannot miss someone I never possessed
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Life becomes pointless when you no longer feel wanted
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I am who I am
I am a light in a dim room
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I am a barrel of laughs on a regular afternoon
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I often give more than I get
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Silently waiting for another to reciprocate the same effort
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I am the life of the party
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I am the funny girl
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No one sees the tears I shed
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Or hears the pleas to God to forgive my sin
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I am who I am
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Can you not see
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I tried to be someone else
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It almost destroyed me
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I am who I am
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That is all I desire to be
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